Tuesday, March 1, 2011

trying to get back

This past Sunday had been 1 week since my car accident and I am still feeling like crap.
I want to get back to my normal life. I don't want to sleep till 9am. I don't want to be tired at 4:00 in the afternoon. How long does something like this hold you down. I mean I have no broken bones, no cuts or bruises.
I have all my pieces. So how is it that I still feel so wore out?
I shouldn't be such a big baby, I am ALIVE and all.
I want to have the energy to get my zumba class put together. I want to feel strong enough to get back in the gym to lift.
I wonder how people move forward after loosing an arm or leg or even worse paralyzed and have to live the rest of their lives in a wheelchair. Now that would be something to complain about.
I don't look at it like complaining. I am willing to deal with what I have been dealt. I am just ready to move on and put this past me.